The party dont start till i walk in

I was telling sweetpea the other night that i had the urge to blog, so here i am, satisfying the urge.
Its 5 days away from my first paper for my finals, and i should be freaking out right now, but truth be told, im just significantly stressed out, but not as freaked out as i was here.

I think my freaked-out-ness peaked too fast. heh.
I went from:

"Eh shit classes finish?!"

"Exams coming dy?"


To:

"Wah shit, three weeks left only? "

"So fast?!"

To:

Full On

"WAH MOTHACHUCKER HOW HOW HOW?!"



"DIE LA DIE LA DIE LA"

and right now, im like, stressed out, but totally chilled.
All thats left with T6, is re-memorising my theory, T7, is practically conquered, T8, is done theoretically, now all thats left is blending and drinking the past year questions and T9, is done with a bit of reading left to do.

SO see, i peaked too fast. I dont want to be complacent, but im definitely still stressing out la. I have a kezillion pimples to prove it. (i conveniently removed most of them so you cant see in the pics la. heh)



Im left with the whole "serious and focused" phase right now.

Yesterday, i did some stupid things. Encouraged by Sydney summore, apparently i needed the "fix". But the second stupid thing was all me la. -.-

Oh, on Sunday, mummy made me follow her to Mid Valley for grocery shopping, but we ended up doing some pre-grocery-shopping shopping.
The results:

I kinda think these shoes are super cute.
I feel like a character in the Oliver Twist movie when i wear em.
Im so tempted to go "Can i have some more please?"


Ive wanted em for so long, and finally. :)


Mum really liked this ring, so she got it for me. :)

and then, there was lingerie. Which i didnt photograph. heh.

Today, when i realised the college gang wont be spending much time all together during our short break since we're going on holidays with our fams and all, so i came up with this super fun thing to do. Cant wait to tell em, and see what they think. :D New Years will be our lil reunion. Whoosh, guysss, ive got shit loads planned. Nothing illegal and things you wouldn't approve of, i swear*mischievous grin* . and i WILL be using the room! :D

Before i get caught up with my ideas (nyeehehehe) ill get back to the books.




Im pretty sure ill be at

this stage sometime next week. (probably on the 13th)

xoxo
beeeeena

Walking tall against the rain

Whoosh,ive got majorly mixed feelings today!
Before i get to the ups and downs of this day, i had an AWESOME time last saturday with the girls. We went to Hartamas with Navin and Raja for a shisha sesh. It, unfortunately for the guys, became a JAKE catch up sesh.



It was SO good. We basically had a million things to tell each other, and it just kept flooding for each of us non-stop. Even when we REALISED the guys were totally left out and doing their own thing, we couldnt stop. I think we only stopped our jake-no-one-else-would-get-it talk half an hour or so before we left.



Sorry guys! :) But i loved the catch up. So good to know that no one and nothing breaks the bond. I can totally talk to the Coll-gang, but there's a limit to the amount of stuff i can tell to each of them. What i talk to them about is individually different. But with the girls, its just EVERYTHING.






Days like this kick ass. :)

But then again, today kicked ass too!

It was the LAST DAY OF CLASS WITCHEZZZZZ.
yeah, im pretty gangsta nowadays. -.-
Anyhoo, the year went by like oober super goober jam fast. It feels like it was just (insert usual nostalgic speech)

It was kinda awesome ending with T9, cause our lecturer is funny in a weird kinda way. He's this lil buff man, that has a perverted mind but makes the FUNNIEST perverted jokes. It was all really weird, cause not everyone in our class is gonna be doing ACCA or starting at the same time.



One year wasnt enough to get to know these rocking people. And 6 months definitely wasnt enough time to have a blast with the chickitas and lads from group 4. :(



The class pictures and the gang and my pic with Mr.Kok (yes, Kok, well Simon Kok) is with Aaron, but i have a bunch of pictures with me. I think the best part of today, would be after class, when we (the gang) went out to watch a movie and dinner and we just talked. Talking was awesome. The laughing was awesome. The 20minutes spent on deciding on a place to eat was the best part. hee hee hee. Oh, New Moon was just aite. nyeh. and i now have to wear my specs when i stare at screens, if not, i become a freaking Volturi. Bloodshot eyes and excessive tearing have accompanied me today.


whoosh. i feel all happy and mushy inside when i look at this pic. awwww.


NAWAL! my crazy partner in crime for everything mean yet super funny!
Peace,Yo!
That never gets old. :D




Our own little horror series is coming up soon : The tale of three boys by two girls and a lurker.











I think we took hundreds of pictures. If not with my cam, with aarons. It was a photo-taking frenzy i tell ya.

The Chronicles of Mutton.



he DOES like it. :)

So, i shant be updating for a while. Ill try not to at least. If i do, it'd proly be a rant of fear/nerves/psychedelic paranoia.

I have one week and 3 days left to squeeze in whatever amount of knowledge possible. Audit is getting on my nerves. Guess what ive got to make me feel better?





xoxo
grateful veena

"Impissible de dire " je je je t'aime " sans bégayé"

On a musical high

Due to the current time constraints, all ive been doing is sleeping, eating, studying and listening to music. Music has been keeping me sane in my times of stress.

I think ALL of you should listen to the following songs a million times:

• One Republic- All the Right Moves
• Timbaland- Morning After Dark
• Kris Allen- Live Like We're Dying
• Flo Rida feat. Nelly Furtado- Jump
• Drake-Best I Ever Had

Ive been also listening to French Hip Hop. Orelsan is his name. He's been criticised by feminists apparently, but what i dont understand...*shrugs* :D He's been labelled as the "French Eminem". I kinda love Eminem. So yea.

Between nerding and necessary daily activities, im left with my thoughts. To clear the thoughts of exam, im left with thoughts of what im going to do AFTER. :)

Christmas comes to mind. *BIG GRIN*

If you havent guessed where im heading with this, I HAVE A LIST!

Yes people, for the first time EVER, i have things i WANT!

(Oh and Dear JAKE+Jits+Heng, since you guys still owe me half of my bday present, I WANT STUFF)

My short lil letter to santa includes:

1. Michael Buble's "Crazy Love" album

2. One Republic's "Waking Up" Album



3.Rings that looks like zis


4. Bangles that look like thissss




I wonder if my parents or my brother read my blog?
FATTY IF YOURE READING THIS TELL YOU PARENTS I WANT

5. A new handbag.



Yes,I know, i have like ten. But i want need another one thank you very much.

Feel free to leave your xmas wish list as a comment if you KNOW you're getting a present from me.
If you know, you're not, dont leave a wish list just to make me feel bad. :)

xoxo
wishy veena.

Havent met you yet

"And Somehow I Know That It'll All Turn Out
And You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out
And I Promise You Kid I'll Give So Much More Than I Get
I Just Haven't Met You Yet"

So MOCK is over. 3/4 revision classes are done and over with. I have 21 days, three weeks, till my finals. Im SO unsure about my audit paper. I cant remember how i felt in june, before my first sem finals, but i sure as hell wasnt lazing around and relaxing.

Not to sound complacent or anything, but i have no doubts about my T6, T7 and T9 papers, its that Audit paper that has me shaking in my boots.

Its left me contemplating how i would feel if i were to fail and what i would decide to do after.

gah! The only reassurance i can give myself is endless hours of nerding and feeling completely positive that ive done ALL that i can.

Yes,if you havent realised yet, im FREAKING OUT!

The week has arrived. According to sweetpea, this is when it "REALLY STARTS". Well, im starting. Ive worked out a lil method to ensure i dont go completely bonkers by the end of these three weeks.

So, here's to the game! Get those strategies working people. Externals a biotch.

xoxo
freaking out beena

scream for blasts from the past.

So i was looking through old folders, and found these. Both where Jitty Poo is the STAR! :)

I was gonna upload another, but Blogger seems to not want it up just yet. Till then.

Howling at the New Moon

Nuffnang, yet again, has me jumping to update my blog. :)

Being an avid book reader, i was extremely curious about the hype of the Twilight Saga.
A Harry Potter fan true and true, i was sceptical at first of the "Vampire meets Girl, Vampire and Girl fall in love" storyline i was briefly told about. But then again, I was unable to resist the temptation of "judging" the book for myself.

A true lover of Fiction, the Twilight Saga had me hooked from Bella and Edwards first awkward meeting. I was enticed by the fact that these completely different individuals, both in personality and species, were at some point to be in love.

Though at first, Bella and her constant roller-coaster of emotions annoyed me, i came to understand her as Stephenie Meyer expanded Bella's character. Being a magnet for disaster, Bella was constantly in the middle of one source of "drama" or another. From James, to the Volturi, the Twilight Saga kept me glued in place as i read through the lines, imagining the possible outcomes of her series of unfortunate events. Not once, did Stephenie Meyer fail to impress as she spun the story from loneliness to love to terror and then back to love.

At the climax of every Twilight book, i was literally aching to flip to the last page to be sure that Bella and Edward survived and that their love prevailed. As silly as the thought of the writer killing off her main characters may sound, that is proof of how the Twilight Saga gets your mind and imagination whirling exploring every single prospect.

With New Moon, Stephenie Meyer brought the character of Jacob to life. As if the possibility of Vampires that are "vegetarian" and could fall in love with humans wasn't enough of a thrill, "Jacob the Wolf" opened up a whole new world of fantasy and fiction.

Jacob, with his aura of kindness and compassion, had me hoping that Bella would somehow fall in love with him when at the same time i was hoping Edward would return.
I loved how the book had me jumping from one emotion to another and liking a different character more than the other between chapters.

The love between Edward and Bella didnt catch my attention as much as their struggles and obstacles to STAY together did. While almost every other girl was picturing Bella and Edward entangled in embrace, i was picturing the amazing fight scenes and the lengths Edward would go to, to keep her safe and vice versa.

A mix of a romance and a thriller, the Twilight Saga satisfies a reader at so many different levels.
As much as id like to list out specific parts in each of the books that i read and re-read just for the thrill, i shant be a spoiler to those who are yet to enjoy the Twilight experience.

When i first saw the New Moon trailer, i immediately read New Moon again, and pictured the entire book in my head. I cant wait to see how the movie will capture the emotions, the thrills and the perfection of Stephenie Meyer's writing, in less than three hours.

I proudly say, that i am a Harry Potter AND Twilight fan true and true. Who says you cant be both? :)

I shared as briefly as possible. Hopefully my enthusiasm shines through and Nuffnang decides im a worthy recipient! :D
Wish me luck.

Stay.

Last Thursday, we had one T7 class that went by rather quickly so we were done for the day at 11am. Being the "terrified about our finals being a month away" students we OBVIOUSLY are, we decided to spend the day out instead of rushing home to our books.

The original plan was for me to follow the guys to play Left 4 Dead before meeting San San for lunch. Being the girl that lives out her dream of becoming an assassin any chance she gets, i didnt really mind, but the guys were plotting to use me as their decoy. I would be sent to die, while they killed.Not much of an assassin as you can see. meh. evil boys.

Somehow, the planned changed. Probably because Soon Soon had to send a friend home first, so after we sent her home, we werent really in the mood to go back to Sunway, so we decided to just go straight for lunch. Thats how the four of us ended up in Petaling Street at 12.30pm on Thursday. :)



I realised, i have never had that, authentic experience of KL with my friends. With JaKE+Jits+K.Heng, we never strayed from Malls or Bangsar. Any place with good food, good shows, entertainment and drinks, we've conquered it. The not so pristine streets of KL, not our turf. With my family, of course, id been to all the hole-in-the-wall stalls with the best food you'd ever tasted, but never with my friends. Its a whole different kind of experience.

Between Aaron and I, we went to 4 different places for lunch. Yes, we did it the tourist way.
We started off with Roasted duck, then to Wan Tan noodles, followed by Air Mata Kucing (a road side stall for drinks, a usual BIG NO NO for me) and Beef ball noodles. We were so stuffed, but since we walked all over the place, we didnt really feel it.



For some reason we kept seeing policemen the WHOLE day. Aaron was mildly disturbed by this, he got all jumpy and anxious around the cops, he was afraid to cross the road. -.- He was acting as if he was smuggling drugs or something. OH! Speaking of drugs, Ben and I saw this dude sniffing glue behind a bus stop in broad day light! Only in the streets of KL. heh.



After lots of eating, drinking, laughing, talking and walking, we decided to leave KL and move on.
When we were trying to get out of the parking lot, it was super jammed, it was about 2.30pm? Then i realised, school would've just finished, so i told the guys, and Soon Soon said the funniest thing ever, that i cant write here because id probably be caught by ISA and sent to jail. (ASK ME)



So once we got out of KL, they told me to direct. To where, they didnt say, so i just shouted out directions randomly, and we ended up in bangsar. :) Oh Bangsar, how i love thee. I showed them all the places i always talk about, then we went "house hunting". We basically drove all around Bangsar's housing areas. It was actually damn fun, then we saw Police cars (like i said, police everywhere) so we started to drive a bit faster and avoided lingering in front of houses.



I actually had an AWESOME time. Who would have thought lunch in KL and driving around with the my manbitcheezzzz would be so much fun? :)

<3

Oh, my status on Facebook today is "Love's not only blind, but deaf"
Its a line from Arctic Monkey's "Fake Tales of San Francisco".

Aaron then asked me to define love. Well, i cant really, but what i meant by that line, is that:
You know how you fall for the wrong person sometimes? But you just KNOW they're right someway? Thats the "love is blind"
Then comes the part where everyone tells you how wrong it is, and you keep telling yourself how wrong it is, yet, there you are, still loving.
"Love is deaf"
:)

Yea, i havent been in love in while. meh.

"Yeah but his bird thinks it's amazing, though
So all that's left
Is the proof that love's not only blind but deaf"